My Life Needs a New Size

I know, I know. It's been a while since my last post.

Why?

Because I'm tired. So so tired. All the time.

My days simply don't end. Every minute of every day is filled with "stuff" that needs to be done, but rarely is it filled with "stuff" that I actually WANT to do.

As tired as I am, even at this very moment, I've decided to sit down and write, because I need to.

What to write about? How 'bout this...

The other day I posted this as the status on my FB page:

"...wonders what life would be like if i had time to do the things i LOVE to do (singing, writing, ministry, being a real mom to my kids...doing mom stuff) instead of spending all my time doing things i HAVE to do. sure would be nice. i definitely took a wrong turn somewhere."

Needless to say, I didn't get very many comments. Not surprising. People don't know what to make of a comment like that. And they really don't know how to take me. People don't "get me", and I totally "get" that.

So for any one who's trying to figure out what my post meant, let me help you out:

In a nutshell, I've outgrown my life. Much like the way little kids outgrow their shoes and then need a new pair...my hopes, dreams, aspirations, desires, goals, etc., have become much greater than where and who I've been. It's time for a change. Time for me to grow into the life I desire. Time for me to fulfill those things that are so much more than my past. My life needs a new size.

For those who are content with who they are and where they are in life, the fit will always be comfortable. But for me, the fit is just way too small right now, but I'll know when I'm finally in the size that fits. It'll feel right. It'll be comfortable. Until...I grow again.

Let the DIALOGUE begin! Does the size of your life fit? Is it too small? Or too big?

Talk to me!

Til next time...