You ARE the Father!

A couple nights ago I dreamt about "Joe."

Since that whole November 5th debacle, I've actually seen him more lately. Not nearly as much as I used to before November 5th, but more than I did in the one or two months after.

Things are not 100% what they were back then, but they are better than I thought they'd be -- at least up until last night when I did something that probably has him upset with me now. But if history is any indicator, he'll be upset, and then eventually, he'll cool off.

So anyway...back to the dream.

I dreamt that he had a brand new car. It was actually the same model as his current car, but it was brand new shiny.

I hopped in and we drove around for a bit.

Next thing I knew, we were at a house somewhere. It may have been OUR house. Like in the dream we were either married or living together.

So we're at the house, talking in one of the rooms. I leave that room and go into another where I pick up our two day old son who's swaddled on a beautiful turquoise blanket. His eyes were closed and he had a head full of hair.

I picked up the baby -- which had been the very first time since the baby was born, and I took him to Joe.

I don't even think Joe looked at the baby. He just said, "I don't want it."

I said, "What do you mean, you don't want it? This is the baby we've both been wanting."

Again, Joe said, "I don't want it."

I asked, "Well what are we supposed to do with him?"

Joe told me to get in the car. So I did.

He then proceeded to drive until we found an adoption agency to take the baby to. I couldn't believe this was happening. And I couldn't believe how easily I went along with what he wanted. I mean, this was MY baby too. I didn't want to give him up, but I also didn't want to raise Joe's son without Joe.

I'm not sure exactly how things turned out because I woke up.

I saw Joe this morning and meant to tell him about the dream. Didn't get a chance. But I will. I'm curious to hear what he'll think about it.

Now Let the DIALOGUE begin: What's the oddest dream that you've had recently?

Talk to me!

Til next time...